Ever wondered what life would be like growing up with a mob boss as a father? Just askVictoria Gotti.

The new Lifetime movieVictoria Gotti: My Father’s Daughtergives an inside look at the world of the daughter of mob boss John Gotti — and PEOPLE has the first look at the film.

Victoria Gotti: My Father’s Daughter.Diyah Pera/Lifetime

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Victoria Gotti: My Father’s Daughter.Sergei Bachlakov/Lifetime

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John Gotti, who died of cancer in prison in 2002, finally lost his nickname as the Teflon Don in 1992, when he was convicted of 13 murders, including the slaying of his predecessor, Paul Castellano, outside a New York steakhouse. But Gotti had been fingered as the mastermind behind others.

Maurice Benard as John Gotti.Sergei Bachlakov/Lifetime

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“Victoria had a front-row seat to a life the world became fascinated with, all while trying to reconcile the loving father she adored with a man the outside world was determined to bring down,” continues the synopsis.

The film is based on Victoria Gotti’s bookThis Family of Mine: What It Was Like Growing Up Gotti. Victoria, who also executive produces the film, will appear on camera narrating her story.

Victoria Gotti: My Father’s Daughterpremieres Feb. 9 on Lifetime.

source: people.com